I guess it would be fitting to post this here, this being where I used to post a majority, if not all, of my misgivings.
Maybe I am expecting too much.
Maybe I am allowing my impatience to sabotage something that could have stayed good forever.
But isn't there an inherent badness in settling for a situation that is unacceptable?
I feel like I am living a lie.
That if things truly were the way it was stated, this would be a non-issue. But issue it is and unless I settle once again, the next stretch of road ahead is not looking very pleasant.
I am distracted, distraught and demoralized.
Looking at the road is not helping; I need to know if I need to start walking.